Depression after a second mild stroke Cell

A year ago, November, I had a hemorrhagic stroke which changed my life forever. I’ve been very fortunate that I don’t look or sound like I’ve had a stroke although believe me, I did. I cannot walk without a walker, but having said that I’ve been averaging almost 200 miles a month walking. To my utter surprise, I had an MRI done Monday of this week just because, not because of any symptoms, but I also have CAA and I should get an MRI every year or so. The one on Monday discovered a lacunar stroke. No symptoms whatsoever it was just dumb luck on the timing. Since this little event that I found out on Thursday so a few days ago, I’ve been wiped out and depressed. It is not my normal state of mind even since the big stroke. Is this normal? I suspect it is but it’s very frustrating. My neurologist has ordered a whole slew of tests to do with my thyroid and also my heart. as of Tuesday of this coming week, I’ll be wearing a heart monitor for a month . None of that bothers me in the least but it’s really getting demoralizing . I work really hard to keep a positive attitude because I could’ve died very easily and I’m fortunate to be alive, but I’m finding it to really be depressing . Are these normal emotions? Any help from anybody would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you.

Jim