Hi @bettersleep68…But what if everything is great??!!!
You’ve had 2 rounds of chemo and I wouldn’t be surprised at all if there’s a significant drop in the blast cells. Chemo can work! I’m going to be really optimist for you that there will be some positive changes in your biopsy. Worrying about ‘what if’ is unproductive and causes a heckuva lot of stress.

This is one of my favorite passages. I don’t know who wrote it but I have shared it before in the forum:
Fear does not stop death. It stops life
And worrying does not take away tomorrow’s troubles.
It takes away today’s peace.

Let me know when you get your biopsy! In the meantime, distraction can be a super healthy tool to deal with stress. What are some of your favorite activities? Do you enjoy any type of art or creative projects?