Maintaining that image has been my strength. But it’s an image.

I have two minor children and although they have been on this journey with me from the beginning and tgey are versed in the specifics, I try to shield them from the emotional rollercoaster I am on.

Yesterday was not good. My therapist called out sick so my much needed conversation has been postponed. I admit I spent most of the day while alone crying. The reality comes in waves.

A giant shift has taken place in my future outlook, and although I didn’t ask for this I have no choice but to manage what is in front of me.