@dianestjohn sometimes I feel I am my own worst enemy. Gotta give myself some value - I tend to knock myself down more often than others do me. lol. But when you have grown up being fed negative comments, you tend to absorb that, eh? I spent the first 23 years of my life being told I was ugly and disfigured (simply because I am blind in one eye - I am of East Indian background where physical perfection is paramount) and shaking that off has been work in progress … so I hear you!