The wait and see approach is difficult. Feel fine is great physically but it’s the mental part that can hold you back. Take some solace that this will be monitored, tested, documented for years. And this is not a bad thing actually. Caught early is good. You may need to see a mental health provider to help you. Depression and anxiety some times can rear their ugly heads with the unknown. I have smoldering myeloma. At first it was a shock. But thru counseling, meds and support and understanding it becomes manageable. Life changed and so did I.