I was diagnosed with IgM MGUS in 2009 and it was my brilliant immunologist who told me “your life is like the water in a stream. You can’t touch what has passed and you will never know is coming so enjoy the beauty of what you can see and touch today.” My cancer has not taken the normal course but I’ve been sure to not allow it to be the most important each day. Today I have T-LGLL and the bees and geckos will have fresh grated apple water. It is possible to find joy daily.