I got married for the second time after many years of single life. I met the most amazing and beautiful woman I had ever met. We got married and boom , three weeks in she over dosed on pills and booze. Attempts continued , after 10 months she was gone. Walked out the door. After the fact she is diagnosed with borderline personality disorder plus other demons from her past. I feel that I was betrayed in every way from this person . After the attempts on her life it put me into deep depression that I am still struggling to get the proper help. Meds are great but so far nothing has worked for me. Also trying to figure out how and what to do to rid my heart from this marriage.