I'm so sorry. I wish I could give you words of encouragement but I'm still learning about the disease myself and I'm still confused. I've been trying to post information as I am learning it.
Maybe, the member sjs1@ can give you some advice. He/she seems to have a lot of valuable information.
How old are you? When were you first diagnosed and what stage Early, I intermediate (Recommended AREDS2), or late (already wet)?