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I was diagnosed with AML in 2011. I had a rash, and it was misdiagnosed at the ER twice as other conditions. When my symptoms got worse, and I couldn't breathe lying down, I returned a third time to the ER. By this time, both my hands and my feet were about two to three times their original size. I was immediately admitted to the hospital, as I also had double pneumonia. That night the dr. came in and said that I was being transferred to another hospital because my blood test was not normal and not consistent with just being sick with pneumonia. When I arrived, I was so sick that I barely remember that first week. Something around my heart was swollen is all I can remember them saying. I was put in the cardiac unit within what seemed like a day I was transferred to the cancer unit. I can remember a nurse saying it's the cancer unit but it's also general medical, so it doesn't mean you have cancer.
When I arrived, I remember waking up to a very concerned oncologist and hematologist. but I don't remember what she said. I can remember her talking to me that's all. They called my family and told them I was being tested for AML and would have a bone marrow biopsy, and the results would need to be sent to California for confirmation of what they pretty much already knew was AML. 5 days later the results came back, and I indeed had AML. I was 31 years old.
I started 2 different chemo's at the same time and stayed at the hospital for 31 days. I had several blood transfusions including platelets all through a pick line. I went into remission about the 22nd day in the hospital. I had to wait to leave until my neutrophils reached a certain level. I was so very happy to leave that room. I spent a lot of time in pain as the chemo burned me internally from my mouth to my rectum. I went to my oncologist about 4 times a week for about a month then less and less as time went by. Every month for 4 more months I had to be readmitted for maintenance chemo for 5 days every month. That was a breeze compared to induction. I continued to go to an oncologist for about 5 -8 more years. I had a sinus infection during maintenance chemo where my fever was extremely high 103.6 when I got to the hospital, and it went up before they were able to finally bring it down. I was in ICU for a week. My fever was so high in fact that I was delusional. So, several more trips to the hospital for platelets and blood transfusions.
That was almost exactly 14 years ago. I have been in remission ever since 2011! I haven't been feeling very well the last couple of days, and it could be nothing. but honestly, I quit going to an oncologist because I never want to hear those words your out of remission. So, I am kind of scared to even go to the doctor anymore. Do I regret having taken the treatment? no and I wasn't given much of a choice. It wasn't do you want to it was this is what we are going to do. Which at the time I was so sick I couldn't have made that decision. There have been some long-term effects. Would I do it again? probably not. Thats easy to say now though you never know what the situation will be or the decision, if it is yours, will be. I am thankful though for all the doctors and nurses who made that experience the best it possibly could be! They were excellent! -mmh

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Welcome to Connect, @mmh515. What a harrowing story about your AML journey. That type of leukemia can creep up slowly and then Wham, it comes on like a speeding locomotive out of control during the last couple of weeks. I’ve been there myself and it can be one heckuva a nasty beast to get under control. But you persevered through some brutal chemo to achieve remission and have been healthy for 14 years! That’s outstanding success and it may not be over. The only way you’ll know is to call your hematologist or primary care physician to have some bloodwork done.

I understand feeling scared…no one wants to hear that they’re out of remission. But you’re getting way ahead of things and letting fear take over. I think a reasonable plan of action would be to get a check up. Because not knowing is equally as stressful for you! Sometimes just the action of moving forward can bring a sense of relief.

If there is something going on, then you can make informed decisions with your doctor with how to proceed. There have been new, less traumatic treatment options developed since 2011 for relapsing AML patients. So please, don’t toss away 14 great years without a fight. At least find out why you’re not feeling the greatest right now. It may not be related to your leukemia at all.
What type of symptoms are you having?