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I was sexually abused by my dad while my mom watched.
I have a very long story! As a little girl, I never sat on my dad’s lap without crying, but I sat on my uncles all the time. I have stitches above my eye, I don’t really know what happened my parents told two different stories. I had ammonia and in the hospital for 10 days at 9 mos. My mom never came to visit, my dad only on his lunch hour. The dr. Keep. Track? Plus I found out this year I had a collapsed lung some time in my life. The doctors told me I would remember that kind of pain, even as young as two or three. But I don’t and it’s not in my medical history at all. They also said the fact I lived through it was a miracle in its self. Because of my collapsed lung I now have a collapsed trachea every time I exhale. I was also mentally and physically abused by them. I will add to my story later.
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I am very ok! Thank you so much!
I often think the same way???
I am sorry I didn’t get back to you earlier? I really thought I did? So if this I’d my second reply I am so sorry! I don’t have any mental illness! I really feel lucky!, I hope you’re ok? Would love to talk more!
You have Lupus? So do I! I have lung damage.
I feel very hurt tonight! With a tearful heart I write this! I texted my 13 year old granddaughter who I love so very deeply. My husband I and have been trying to ask her out for dinner. But she is always busy! So I texted her, asking her if she feels doing things with me would be a betrayal to her mom. If she felt that way it would be understandable! I never felt the problems between my daughter and myself, was really my fault! I think she hates me because of lies that my sisters told her! I feel I always told the truth as best of my ability! But my daughter had talk pretty bad about me to my granddaughter because in our texting today she said she really doesn’t want anything to do with me. I never said anything bad about my daughter I really love both of them so very much! I feel like my life has been so disappointing over and over! No matter how hard or how little I try my family will aways! I can’t make it better,
My heart is breaking in a million pieces! I ask myself why! What does God want me to learn? Why did I have to live through so much hurt! It’s always so hard to live at a new lower level! It’s always very extremely hard to live with myself! with so many family members hating me! I pray all the time but my life just gets worse!! I know I can get through this but it’s hard right now!