i’m trying to be positive i really am, i was a very active wife mom, and my job, now my balance is wobbly im embarrassed to go anywhere , looks like im drunk or sumthin , im in alot of pain but only take gabapentin. My PCP won’t give me anything for pain so she referred me to a pain clinic and she didn’t wanna give me any pain medicine. She wanted to put me on some sort of patch that was lasted three days buprenorphine patch or something like that.? i refused , ny copper was very low , 5 normal is 140 i get iron infusions once a year , b12 shots , idk .. im soo hopeless .. I feel like nobody will listen and I’m being medically gaslit. and being denied pain meds bcuz of the way i look .