Hey Scott, thanks for the kind words…you may have also seen my recent comments the other day to @hanscasteels who is driving himself similarly batshit with his “particular” situation.
The only reason I can offer any meager insight into this type of behavior is because I did it TOO! I was literally sick with prostate cancer fever -years before my actual diagnosis due to a previous urinary intervention which convinced me that it was just the beginning of this “jour…..”. Well, you know….Talk about exhausted? Man, I am never doing that again; such a waste of time and effort and so counterproductive to getting well.
Anyway, we’re all unique and I guess we think our diseases and illnesses are too…
But I have to agree with you, that this forum is a special place; it’s a one-stop-shop for information and emotional support. I only wish I had known of it a lot sooner and saved myself from those sleepless nights and endless days of frustrating, contradictory ‘research’.
So glad you are doing better. I remember very well your first post and you have certainly come a very long way from that! Best to you always, Scott
Phil