I am so very sorry you are on this journey. Mine too seemed to be cleared up though not convinced it was as symptoms started within two weeks of being off meds but in that two weeks I was visiting a sister out of town that had major heart surgery using toilets at a hospital when it started to flare up. I was more worried about me giving it to someone and didn’t think about how susceptible I am so I now bring a baggy with hospital grade cdiff killing wipes with me and clean the toilet before I use it if I can’t wait until I get home but have an active infection so not going places. I hope you were able to get the right meds yesterday. Are you taking pre and probiotics with the cdiff antibiotics? Also add kefir to the daily diet. Do you see docs at Mayo currently, it’s a potential next step for me. You are doing a great job researching independently it seems that may be a long term need for those of us that are battling extended cdiff being very cautious on anything we take and ensuring all prescribers of medicine have awareness of our cdiff history as well as what we take over the counter and empowering ourselves with knowledge to advocate for best care. Another good person to talk to before starting meds or OTC’s is the pharmacist, they have in depth knowledge of meds and can help flag meds that would increase risk and work with the doctor/provider for alternatives. Praying things improve for you. I wouldn’t wish this journey on anyone.