@denise96 - thank you for your reply. Today was a better day for us and I am using the Serenity Prayer - and looking at myself to have the courage to change things about myself.

CAA is associated with dementia. It’s kind of like: Dementia can encompass CAA but not all CAA is dementia.

I know you have your hands full and my heart goes out to you. Our spouses both seem to be questioning why they are still with us - yours in physical pain and mine in emotional/mental pain. I told my spouse that we do not know or understand God’s plans for us, but that we must trust Him.

I will keep you and your husband in my prayers. I will check out the online group.