Been searching for so long for new people that get to know that I can trust. Living in a family town full of refugees and so many single ladies over eighty .. have made me feel like a total misfit at 55... I keep looking but see the same few people each time and I don't think any of them really get me or know me... Just so unrelatable for me... Never know where to search.
My heart longs for one companion ..wish it was a man but there are none... Besides that I wish I had some kind of monetising job but day after day I hit brick walls ... Had to accept I may never work again... Grueling prospect timewise, financially and personally.
Xxx another long long day ahead.... At my complex people start leaving for work as early as 4.30am. I hear the gate open each day and always wonder if they realize how blessed they are!