It's natural to research *too* much because you want to be prepared for all outcomes. Knowledge is great, but as others have said, getting too far ahead of yourself just causes unnecessary stress. You've got enough to think about, without adding imaginary scenarios.

Congrats on getting through the biopsy. Probably wasn't as bad as your imagination told you.
Now that the bleeding has stopped, the only post-biopsy oddities are pink urine and/or semen. Freaky, but harmless, expected & very short-term.

Your job now is to wait. Any concerns or worry about bad outcomes can be expressed here, where many of us can reassure you that bad long-term outcomes may not even come about.

You've done Hard Part No. 1.
So you're stronger than you think.

For men of our generation, sharing and being vulnerable can be hard, and you might find it requires more strength and courage than being stoic and holding it in. I know people in the military who are going through the same journey with PTSD. You took the first step, and that's a big thing. Congrats!

There's no hierarchy of pain here. It's ok that we've all had different experiences, some more severe than others, and we support each-other without judgement. The first weeks and months are the hardest, whatever your diagnosis.