I will never leave Her. I think of the past and how things were so great. We were married young I was 19 and she was 17. had two children and had very many happy years . I had mental issues for 15 years and was unaware of my illness so.it was hard for her to cope. If one of us flies off the handle I always tell her I am sorry. It is not the other way around. I always said we are like a tree if the the branches fail to bend they break. I still believe that to this day and it still works for me. Oh! for the good old days. I will love her for eternity.