I know the feeling. However, I am 72 and at high risk for heart attack, blood clots etc. Mycologist tells me to take it easy, meaning not to worry about it because it is the least dangerous cancer that they deal with. Just take the medication and let it do its work to lower the platelets. It is a chronic condition. I have been on HU for three months now and the platelet numbers are coming down (1129 to 893). I’m finally getting my head around the diagnosis. this group chat does help— because I do not know anyone in person with this condition.
all the best to you .
Hugs