Oh my goodness!! I know what the starve all day ..and eat only when you have to feels like.. horrible!! And extremely stressful..and it severs your life so extremely.. I got down to 98 pounds..and was just afraid to eat anything.. might "plug me up".. went to GI after GI.. so many different things they said and tried.. and finally last week was the last straw..I was supposed to get referred to a DR for surgery on my tortuous colon ..and I didn't get to see the DR.. I saw his assistant who knew nothing about what was going on and sent me to ER to see if I was obstructed (nice of her to care..) everything was fine.. I called from the hospital bed and asked for something to "make me go" as the pills and laxatives weren't working and making me really sick.. no one called me back.. I read my chart and found they had ordered a colonoscopy prep..going back this nest week.. I spent 2 days in a fetal position , couldn't talk to anyone..soo upset.. and then I cast my care..and I started going to the bathroom 3-4 times a day.. so now I get to tell them that Jesus is the healer!! Not completely manifested yet .. but better!! Wonder what the lady is going to say bout that..Prayers for you!! I can tell you are at a breakdown? breakthru point.. it's going to be BREAKTHRU!! IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME!!