When finally diagnosed with Follicular Lymphoma from a small lump on my throat it was wait and see. Had scans regularly. The doctor said it is a slow-growing tumor in my chest we will watch it. I had bone marrow test done and it was ok. This was in 2005. I had to wait for 6 years before I needed chemo. That is a long wait with Dr. visits and the worry and concern. I had chemo for over 2 years and finished last chemo at end of 2011. I see the Dr. 2 X a year for exam and had cat scan every year until this year the Dr. said my scans are not showing anything that needs to be addressed but they continue the blood work every 6 months. You have to stay positive and take care of yourself with rest and good food and family and do not dwell on what could be just concentrate on positive outcome. Sorry you have to face this. I can understand. I had both of my knees replaced this year and doing just fine. I will be 81 in couple of weeks and doing ok. Take each day as it comes with prayer and positive thoughts.