You are definitely *not* a burden on your family. You may feel that way because depression gives you negative messages in the form of down moods and pessimism. Depression is a serious problem, and I urge you to see your doctor, who can refer you to a psychiatrist who can recommend meds to try. Be warned that it may take several months to find the right medication, as everyone responds differently to different medications. I've been on 3 or 4 , but have been on Wellbutrin the longest--for probably 5 years now. A good therapist can help you also; I saw several therapists over the course of many years. Depression can last a long time, or sometimes it's situational and sometimes lasts only as long as the precipitating situation lasts, but in any case, therapy is indispensable. Take good care, and keep us all posted! All best wishes!