I'm sorry to hear of your mother's passing, @anitaxblack339. Losing a mother is difficult for sure. Was her death recent?

I'd encourage you to post in the Loss/Grief Support Group here on Connect. Here is a link to that group,
https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/loss-and-grief-how-are-you-doing/
This is a good place to share memories of your mom with others who have also experienced loss.