Hi Ginger, Thank you so much for your help and kind words. Everything you said resonates with me. For me, the next step will be to go over all of my thoughts and feelings with my doctor. We have a very good relationship and I need someone to tell me when my thinking is over the top or when I’m on the right track. I am very hard on myself. I know I am definitely bothered because my problems are not something I can “fix”. I have always liked to be in control of things, and stuff is going on that is completely out of my control. I am worried about my physical health and the laundry list of things my body is rebelling with. I know the anxiety over this is causing my thinking to be negative most of the time, which in turn causes stomach problems and the cycle begins. It’s going to take some work, but I need to come to terms with things being out of my control. That’s a hard one for me, but you are right, I need to do the work, whatever that is. Thank you again for your support! I really appreciate it!