Oh my gosh, someone should step in and help you so you are not alone in this. You didn't mention age but that probably doesn't matter except things do seem to hit people harder as they get older. If you have a minister, I would contact him and perhaps he/she can get neighbors of members of the congregation to step up to the plate and help you. "Blessed are the encouragers." I have included you on my prayer list. Yes, prayer does help. I am here 52 years after I almost died from Toxemia when our first son was born at a small town hospital during an electrical storm and power outage. The hospital did have a generator but as I said, small town USA and the nuns and staff were looking for a much-needed medication I needed. Time for me to get into my Sewing Studio and finish projects with deadlines. Hoping my message is helpful.