@bebold
I so feel everything you said and you are not alone! Some days I want to scream out loud “I am not Okay!” because it is hard for people to empathize with pain if they are not experiencing it because it is invisible to them. I also focus on the small, simple things since I am very limited. I am 54 and a single parent of a 14 year old son. He gives me a purpose to push myself through the pain. I lost my job and unable to work now. Hard to afford health insurance and not sure if I will get approved for disability. I am just taking one day at a time and asking God to give me His strength because I am hanging on by a thread most days.