Thanks everyone for your experiences. Just had the biopsy earlier today (I felt like a car on a lift) and now begins the waiting game for the results. Hopefully I hear back on Friday, but they said Tuesday at the latest.

With my crazy family history of cancer, I always knew it was a possibility in theory, but it’s a whole different beast when you’re actually confronted with the real possibility of it.

I find myself plastering on a smile as I plan for things in the future with the kids, then breaking down behind closed door for the possibility I may not be able to do those things. I’ve even put a halt to taking on orders for my clients as a cake designer as I don’t know what the future holds. I think that’s the hardest part - being in limbo.