You are so inspiring and upbeat. I love my grandchildren so much and enjoy spending time with them when I can. I don't have much energy so sometimes I just sit there with them. It's a blessing to have them. My grandmother was amazing. We celebrated every birthday and holiday together as a family. I remember her and my grandfather doing things like you mentioned that were just amazing and so much fun. I want to have the energy to do stuff like that with my grandbabies. However I only have one that I see right now because the others are in a different state. We go several times a year but the drive just wears me out. It takes a couple days for me to get to feeling better. But it's so worth it. Life can be hard and depressing. It is hard to find the inspiration to at least try to do normal things. But it's okay. I will get through it. God bless you and keep blessing other people.