@silverpaw Welcome to Mayo Clinic Connect. I am glad you are looking out for yourself, and wondering what might be going on. Have you had the opportunity to speak to your doctor, and ask for some assistance to figure things out? Often having someone else beside ourselves to give their thoughts to the situation, helps a lot. Wanting to understand and wanting to work on what we are facing can be a difficult decision.

I hope you will speak to your doctor and move forward to get some help. Will you let me know what you decide to do, please?
Ginger