Lots of support groups, Christ community church elks lodge and the vfw those are my strong holds. Back ground on my self, retired 31 years federal service super happy healthy. Sore throat would not go away. Urgent care kept giving me a z pac send me home saying it’s strep throat. Nope cancer all over the place. I was raging and just destroyed inside. How and why!! Needed to find blame have a resolve support groups more than one are pulling me through. Still don’t know how it’s gonna end. But my anger and anxiety have calmed down