It’s the same way for me, I’m very hard on myself and I look in the mirror and wonder how I got this way lol. The way I see it is, we are in a new phase of our lives and we continually change but we tend to be very critical of our image and I think it’s due to advertisement pushing all there lotions and potions to make us look younger..I especially like the ads where they’re promoting a beauty cream that removes lines and wrinkles, the model is probably in her early twenties, who has wrinkles at this age. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with wanting to look good but we have to stay realistic, I can only speak for myself, I’m turning 73 in a few months and now I value my health much more than my beauty, besides we know that beauty comes from inside. I like your comment about being Bohemian because it’s exactly what I like for my look. Enjoy yourself and know that you’re beautiful at any age, what a great combination, beauty and wisdom.