I know that feeling guilty is not at all how I should feel and I do feel that I'm worth taking the drugs to be able to cope physically thru out the day. I know that I did not ask for this pain however with the opioid war going on in today's society it's just hard for me to not feel strange about the issue at hand. I have talked to my psych Dr and PCP about this. They are in agreement that I do need the drugs and therefore I cope with the situation as a whole. Thank you so much for your encouraging words!❤️