Thank you. It has been a struggle everyday. What makes it worse is I have very few friends and despite asking them for help in the form of a phone call or quick email from them maybe once a week, I get nothing. I have read so many accounts online where a good support group is needed to help deal with the grief. I thought I had that but I was fooled. I talk to a therapist three times a week so I have someone to talk to. Even he is surprised at how little support I have gotten from family and friends. It is a very lonely experience.