I've come to accept my reality that everything just takes longer now, and try to plan for that. I took an early retirement because of complications and recovery, and in a way I feel like I'm being cheated out of my golden years for not being able to walk long distances comfortably or get on my bicycle again.

On the other hand, how lucky I am to have had great care up until now and regaining my independence. Had my last hip revision not been successful, or an infection returned, the only alternative left was amputation...so as far as I'm concerned now every day I can get up and walk around on my own is a gift. Now that I'm retired I have no excuses not to continue with physical therapy and work towards living a healthier lifestyle. Grateful for what I have - trying not to be sad about what I've lost.