Thank you for answering. im on a leave of absense now. I asked the pdoc to help me stay home so I’m home for a month (or more). She gave me zyprexa 2.5 to take at night, it sure knocks me out. I’m still scared and embarrassed with all this. I feel so alone. My 22 yr old daughter lives with us. I’m worried about what this is doing to her. My husband also tries to help, but no one can really understand. Now I’m back to smoking (I took chantix to quit). I don’t have anyone that I really want to talk to.