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Nov 29, 2019 · My kids don't understand my mental illness in Mental Health

Thank you all for your support. I am going to be admitted to the hospital
voluntarily. I think it is in my best interest at this time. Not sure if
everyone will see this, but could someone make sure they do. I loved
everything and all of the support. Thank you. I will come back on and
update when I can.

Twinkie

Nov 28, 2019 · My kids don't understand my mental illness in Mental Health

I'm really struggling. Thoughts of suicide running rapid. Feeling so lonely going through this alone. Dont want to tell the truth for fear they will put me in group home. Looking for support. Want to call my kids and beg for their love and attention.

Nov 28, 2019 · My kids don't understand my mental illness in Mental Health

Hi Jim, sitting here in the crisis center feeling suicidal and no one to talk to. Isnt that ironic. I just feel like I have no purpose or will to go on. Like I mean…what for. My kids dont want me in their lives, so that's gone. I just imagine lying here formulating a plan to kill myself between now and Christmas so my broken borderline heart wont hurt so much anymore. I need someone to care really care that I have these thoughts.

Twinkie

Nov 28, 2019 · My kids don't understand my mental illness in Mental Health

Well, it wasnt my therapist, but a provider. We have to see one every day. Thanks for the positive ideas, but the people who are interacting aren't as high functioning as I am. No disrespect intended. Thanks for your support.

Nov 28, 2019 · My kids don't understand my mental illness in Mental Health

Hi Colleen. No activities. Pretty boring. Doing lots of reading and listening to music. Not relating to any staff or clients. Did a telepsyce with my provider and that was helpful. I like her and have known her a long time. She got me out of bed to shower and recommended a new book. I'm still so sad, lonely and heartbroken. I wish I had a family. It's hard not to, especially today 🙁

Tina

Nov 27, 2019 · My kids don't understand my mental illness in Mental Health

Dear Jim,

Thank you for acknowledging me. I did feel like I got sidetracked and forgotten about. I just saw my therapist . It helped. I'm now staying at a crisis center until Saturday. I think it's a pretty good plan to keep me safe from self harm. The only thing is that it's pretty lonely as most people all but two dont come out. And anyway I'm feeling pretty lonely because I have no family connections for the holidays. This causes me to feel sad and broken hearted. I miss my kids so much. But since last Thursday two of them have indicated that they dont want me in their life. It feels as if they have died. I am so grievious. The only thing I know that I have done wrong is have a mental illness. I have supported and loved them unconditionally beyond jugement.

Nov 26, 2019 · My kids don't understand my mental illness in Mental Health

I'm kind of confused how this system works. Posted for support earlier. Still struggling. I dont see posts related to my posts. Could the moderateer help me understand what to do.

Nov 26, 2019 · My kids don't understand my mental illness in Mental Health

Thank you for your reply. I have had talk therapy for years. Most recently I have met with the same therap8for five years and really trust her. It's just that I've lost my kids and I feel so sad. No other family around. Just myself. Worried worrirf.