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Mon, Jun 22 12:31am · Incredibly lonely, shutting down: Suffering with Anhedonia in Mental Health

Sorry i havent gotten back. Psychologically, Im unraveling. I just found out i will be alone for 4 days. It sounds stupid, but ive had all these flooding emotions…fear, loneliness, abandonment, having no one. I dont want to feel this way, but ive been crying all day. I cant sleep.

Mon, Jun 15 2:05am · Incredibly lonely, shutting down: Suffering with Anhedonia in Mental Health

One of my major issues is severe slow transit constipation ive been dealing with for 16 years. Last year i developed Ibs. Ironic, right? Ive pursued every avenue to help this, but nothing is working well. A colectomy has been nearing as the next choice as i run out of options. Im scared to death, and dont really have good medical advice. I dont want to do something i regret, but i want my life back where i can function.

Mon, Jun 15 1:56am · Incredibly lonely, shutting down: Suffering with Anhedonia in Mental Health

Thank you so much Gail. I will reply soon, sorry, brain is mush now.

Mon, Jun 15 1:53am · Incredibly lonely, shutting down: Suffering with Anhedonia in Mental Health

I have ptsd too, mine is more c-ptsd. Oh yes, finding a good therapist…ive been through my fair share. Im so sorry yours skipped out on you like that. I had a similar thing happen to me, we were scheduling for next appointments and said she wouldnt be here the week after next….she was moving. I had been seeing her 10 months, she or no one in that office said scruff to me. I have been working with my psychiatrist…have made changes, which i hate, but with this issue, im wondering if the meds hurt more than help. At least with my situation. I have a motility disorder so i have to be careful.

Mon, Jun 15 1:36am · Incredibly lonely, shutting down: Suffering with Anhedonia in Mental Health

Today was a better day, though im wore out from insomnia and stress. Im worried about my upcoming rheumatologist appointment, over a week away. Im so drained, not in good shape physically or mentally. Part of me wants to reschedule, but i may not get another appointment this year. Im scared it wont go as well and the trip will wear me out further.

Mon, Jun 15 1:29am · Incredibly lonely, shutting down: Suffering with Anhedonia in Mental Health

Im so sorry you are going to through the same. Ive been on and off pills for 22 years. Ive been on most of them and consider myself resistant, though I stay on them to function. They do help but tend to wear out quickly. Im glad to hear youve been in therapy, but you have to find a good fit. The cost is outrageous, I commend you for trying what you have. None of it is easy. Have you tried Emdr or Dbt therapy? You are not alone. Stay kind to yourself.

Sat, Jun 13 12:58am · What can you make at home that will top any restaurant? in Just Want to Talk

Football and volleyball seasons are coming up(i hope). I would love to swap game day treat recipes!! Anyone game? (Bad pun)