Oh goodness. I'm a 7 mos post Bacterial Meningitis survivor. But I have learned that the after effect of the bacterial and viral are very similar and in many cases identical. Please keep going to your Drs. You do need your health and progress checked, and they can determine the best medicines for you. In the meantime if you would like to talk to you others experiencing what you are, there is a group called Meningitis Survivors and Supporters you can join with people who have gone through this. There is also Meningitis Now that has lots of information and resources, but they are in the UK. Still a great place for info though. I encourage you to take a look and join into both groups. What you're experiencing is not abnormal and I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. I know it's confusing because nobody tells you about it and no one seems to understand it's real when you try to tell them what's happening to you. Best wishes!@chris8515!