@cdcc Stay home. Hit the vape slowly. Relax…the 'feeling' won't happen right away, I call it creeping .. 'coz it creeps up on you. Before you know it, you'll feel better. I prefer to try something new solo or with a good and trusted friend. Going off pharmaceuticals is tough, but you are strong and can do it! You have proven that by your desire to rid yourself of the chemicals and try a more healthy approach. I sometimes make notes of times, dosage, reactions/feelings .. it helps to keep a record. Good luck! Prayers for you.