Welcome to the group. What type of relief have you sought from the pain? Do you have prescriptions or any medications or therapy that you complete? Is there anything that has produced better results for you than other things?
It can be hard, you can only say you are in pain so many times before you start to feel guilty or imagine that those around you begin to resent the complaining, but I have found that so much of that is just guilt I deflect on to them, and really they are just feeling as helpless as you are.