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Sun, Sep 8 11:52am · Loss of adult child to brain cancer in Loss & Grief

@ihtak46
Oh Kathi I am so sorry for your loss of you amazing daughter. It’s crazy to hear what a wonderful human she was and then she was taken. My daughter was 10 and brought so many people joy and hope. She literally touched our whole community (Sonoma County) known as the “ Princess Warrior” and more within the two years of her battle! People from all over the world prayed for her made videos with signs in there states and sent them which were made into a video that played at her fundraiser and on you tube. I made a #teamdanica page on Facebook right when she got diagnosed so everyone that loved her or cared could see what was going on and her progress what out daily life was like. It was like a journal of our journey and a update site which brought us so many prayers (prayer warriors) love and strength. It’s what also helped me as I went and still go through it. I still update the page. September 15th will be her 11th bday and her first in heaven. This has been the hardest thing to go through and I’m only here still because I have a 8 year old who needs me. We are celebrating Danica’s 11th bday this month by having an event at the ocean on her bday at night called “light up the sky for boo” which is Chinese lanterns we are lighting up at a spot that’s over looking the ocean and safe to light them and watch them float up to her. It’s going to be beautiful and I know where ever she is she’s going love it. I miss her so bad. I don’t even know who or where I am or going. I’m completely detached and drained from pushing myself through each day to just wake up and repeat the same nightmare and pain each day. I pray for your pain to be lessened and guidance to show you the way. No will ever know our pain unless they have loss and buried there own child. It is a nightmare we live in everyday. When they left half of us went with them. 💔😭🙏🏻

Sat, Aug 3 5:01am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

I can not thank you enough for your advice and how much I can relate to what you have said. First I feel so angry because I robbed of my happiness my reason and I could not do anything to save her. Secondly I feel like I have nothing to look forward to in my life. I feel so lost and chaos. I am just trying to get through second by second minute by minute. I also have not found the “right” therapist yet either. I will most definitely look into the “groups” when my son goes back to school. I just don’t know which way my life is going and who I am becoming or when… I am also going through a divorce on top of my loss of Danica. I’m drained and tired. I feel like I’m out of my mind. Thank you so much for being here for me and allowing me to pour my life’s hardships and problems out. Talk soon 🙏🏻💜

Thu, Jul 25 2:46pm · Loss of adult child to brain cancer in Loss & Grief

Hello my name is Danielle…. I lost my 10 years old daughter Danica 1-28-19 to PXA brain tumor/cancer. It’s been very hard to live and go through this pain 💔😭

Tue, Jul 9 4:51am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

Thank you and I know I just can’t stand the pain and guilt I have along with reality of not ever being able to touch her or kiss her again. The pain is just so bad. I feel for my 19 year old and 7 year too. They are the only reason why I’m still here. 💔😭

Tue, Jul 2 9:06am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

@IndianaScott
Thank you… I think my challenges are being a mommy to my other kids and not liking who I have become since she’s past. I’m miserable and see no future or happiness 💔😭

Tue, Jul 2 9:03am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

@tmmmrlts thank you 🙏🏻 yes I find myself taking it even minute by minute. I never have experienced such a painful powerless lost feeling before besides my brothers passing in 2005. This is so much more 💔😭

Tue, Jul 2 8:59am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

Thank you 🙏🏻

Tue, Jul 2 8:58am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

@lioness thank you and I’m so sorry about your loss and pain of your husband. I try to stay busy but we are pretty well known here in Sonoma county. She was our “ Princess Warrior” here. She touched so many lives. This is a hard and dark time for me as well as my other children. They are hurting not having her as well as there mommy being detached and someone totally different. I appreciate the love and strength and positive messages from everyone 🙏🏻