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Sat, Aug 3 5:01am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

I can not thank you enough for your advice and how much I can relate to what you have said. First I feel so angry because I robbed of my happiness my reason and I could not do anything to save her. Secondly I feel like I have nothing to look forward to in my life. I feel so lost and chaos. I am just trying to get through second by second minute by minute. I also have not found the “right” therapist yet either. I will most definitely look into the “groups” when my son goes back to school. I just don’t know which way my life is going and who I am becoming or when… I am also going through a divorce on top of my loss of Danica. I’m drained and tired. I feel like I’m out of my mind. Thank you so much for being here for me and allowing me to pour my life’s hardships and problems out. Talk soon 🙏🏻💜

Thu, Jul 25 2:46pm · Loss of adult child to brain cancer in Loss & Grief

Hello my name is Danielle…. I lost my 10 years old daughter Danica 1-28-19 to PXA brain tumor/cancer. It’s been very hard to live and go through this pain 💔😭

Tue, Jul 9 4:51am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

Thank you and I know I just can’t stand the pain and guilt I have along with reality of not ever being able to touch her or kiss her again. The pain is just so bad. I feel for my 19 year old and 7 year too. They are the only reason why I’m still here. 💔😭

Tue, Jul 2 9:06am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

@IndianaScott
Thank you… I think my challenges are being a mommy to my other kids and not liking who I have become since she’s past. I’m miserable and see no future or happiness 💔😭

Tue, Jul 2 9:03am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

@tmmmrlts thank you 🙏🏻 yes I find myself taking it even minute by minute. I never have experienced such a painful powerless lost feeling before besides my brothers passing in 2005. This is so much more 💔😭

Tue, Jul 2 8:59am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

Thank you 🙏🏻

Tue, Jul 2 8:58am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

@lioness thank you and I’m so sorry about your loss and pain of your husband. I try to stay busy but we are pretty well known here in Sonoma county. She was our “ Princess Warrior” here. She touched so many lives. This is a hard and dark time for me as well as my other children. They are hurting not having her as well as there mommy being detached and someone totally different. I appreciate the love and strength and positive messages from everyone 🙏🏻

Mon, Jul 1 5:16am · Loss and Grief: How are you doing? in Loss & Grief

@kristap31 thank you so much for writing me and offering support… i would love to hear some ideas and what has helped you. I am in the same feelings you described as not wanting to be here anymore. I want to go with her. But I have a 7 years son and a 19 year old daughter. I am constantly sick to my stomach and became detached. I am not me anymore as well. Danica was my special one.. I was ready to be a mommy with her.. she taught me love unconditional love strength and patience. She kept me grounded. I will never love anyone like I love her. I feel like I have nothing to look forward too.. I just hate life and my children are hurting as well as my family but I have nothing to offer. Life is so unfair. 💔😭