Glad you are able to quilt, read, do hobbies and be part of relationships with your daughters and grandkids despite the struggles, @jasper1967.
Some other discussions on Connect you may also want to check out include:
– About when to see a psychiatrist https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/when-should-one-go-see-a-psychiatrist/
– On depression and anxiety https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/depression-anxiety-1
– On the usefulness and side effects of medications https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/medications-help-or-hinder/