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Apr 4, 2017 · Long-term depression in Depression & Anxiety

It is strange that people in the real world don’t really care. I think they are too wrapped up in their own busyness – or their cell phones. Thank you.

Mar 14, 2017 · Long-term depression in Depression & Anxiety

Windwalker, No, I have not heard of NAMI, but I will research it. Thank you for the suggestion.

Mar 13, 2017 · Long-term depression in Depression & Anxiety

Thank you, Sharlynn62. No, no children; step-children who made my life hell for a long time.I suspect one of the reasons my husband chose me was for me to “finish rearing his children”. Bull. Should have been honest with me.

Mar 13, 2017 · Long-term depression in Depression & Anxiety

Thank you, deev. I have backed off in the last several months.

Mar 12, 2017 · Long-term depression in Depression & Anxiety

Like @deev, I am the one people call for a ride to the doctor’s office or medical treatments, etc., and I really don’t mind doing anything for anyone, but it seems I have become the “go to” person for everyone, leaving me little time for my own work. I cannot seem to accomplish anything at home, then people call me lazy. It also appears I am the only church member who can “cook and deliver” (not true), as I am called on more often than others. Once I was requested to deliver a meal to a family and the caretaker family member who were all sick. I arrived as requested, about 4:30 p.m., only to find the “ill” caretaker had been shopping all day, returned home to drop off another family member, and had gone back out to finish shopping. Not too ill, was she? (I’m not physically able to shop all day!) There is a limit to how much one person can do, and frankly, I’m tired of being the one everyone calls when I am already exhausted, with my own work, house, and yard being left in a mess. (My illnesses are not visible; “But you look fine!.”) I appreciate all the uplifting comments from the people on this site, but there were no concrete suggestions I don’t already use. I am retired, but very active, do volunteer work in several areas, still do my own gardening and other work, etc. I am married, but unfortunately, to one who never matured. I did not realize he was searching for a housekeeper/mother figure before we married. As far as I am concerned the marriage has been over for many years, but he simply doesn’t see anything wrong with me carrying all the load. I am completely alone, but stuck financially and health wise. I can’t ask for counseling from my pastor, as he is only 35 years old and already knows all the answers! Honestly, he has no clue, and paying a counselor is out of the question. Our Employee Assistance Program has advised me they work with only one marriage counselor in our metropolis sized city. Seems to me that is an excuse to prevent employees and their families from using the EAP program. All of these dead ends is one thing causing the depression. I am thankful the Mayo Clinic Mental Health site popped up by accident and hope to find answers and assistance soon. A great deal of the depression is caused by side effects of some my illnesses, which are supposedly being treated, but have not improved. I do appreciate everyone who left a message of encouragement.

Mar 8, 2017 · Long-term depression in Depression & Anxiety

New to the group; would like to ask how others find something to look forward to in life? At my age, there’s nothing to hope for, except death. I am a born-again Christian, so I know there is an escape from the physical pain and limitations brought on by illness, and escape from daily depression and motivation to continue. I try to remain active and do have interests, but sometimes the depression is too much. I have also realized when others say they care, etc., there truly is no one who means what they say. It’s “We care, so long as you just keep doing your job here, but don’t bother me – but we love you!” I’m old enough to know this is not true, but a method to keep a warm body in a position to get a job done. One of my 92 year old neighbors happily moves along, although she tells me almost all her friends are gone, etc. I can’t ask her what motivates her. How do others have hope for anything after their families are gone and there is nothing else?