TY ginger. I'm about at my whit's end. I'm so tired and the pain keeps me from getting rested. I've got so much medical and legal stuff for myself that I'm having trouble keeping up with and I forgot to mention the stress and my migraines. I can't stay focussed. It seems I'm standing still and can see everything continuing on and I can't keep up. I'm in and out of my life just like I am trying to finish this letter 2 days ago and it's frustrating as hell but I can't seem to snap out of it for myself. The most important thing I know right now is that I have to keep my stents open and I was told I may not survive another heart attack. The pain in my toe is waring me out and I was wondering if the acid my Dr. used is sulpuric because I'm alergic to sulphurs. I'm begining to think he may have been careless because I'm always sure to list all my allergies. I've never had this procedure before and was reaching out for somebody to help me understand this better. It feels like a hot iron is being held on my skin and an intense burning and throbbing pain. It's so ironicle that I've always been depended on as the caregiver of my love ones and my brain is so wired that way that its too hard for me to snap out of it, but I don't have anyone to care for me. I have to depend on outsiders I'm supposed to be meeting a theropist again. I have to fight my employer for wrongful termination during pandemic and cheating me out of wages and covid benefits. I'm a Hero dang it. I can't get my unemployment, it's all screwed up. I'm remembering all this right now and I need to get on it. It's just so much on my plate and I can't help worrying about everyone else.