Hello to all

I have been away from the forums…my morning anxiety has been somewhat deteriorating…I really feel like I need a group of people who share the same fears that I’ve mentioned before.. have tried my Remeron and to no avail…stopped it 3 days ago..I did not do well on it…plus blood pressure spiked during my recent illness with a cold/sinus infection?? I took some NyQuil a couple of nights , then some coiricidin HBP pills ..they worked on my nose and head cold, but have left me jittery and nervous…I am here because I feel like talking about it to anyone who reads this…I think one of the most terrible feelings that a person can have, is knowing or feeling like “that whatever happens to me in this world, I am on my own…”
I also believe in the saying “that this too, shall pass”…. 🙏 pvctom