@sunnyflower
Sunny, I hear you about being exhausted talking about this. Life is all about relationships with other people. And as much as we try to give love and accept love it's really all a crapshoot as to how it all turns out. The hurts we sometimes feel do one thing and that is make us think. But we all come in to the world alone and in the end we will all leave alone. So, as you have mentioned before, it ends up that the relationship with God is all we have ultimately. The hurts that come in life we just suck up and try to learn from. They make us question life, and questioning is good. And I know I'm not telling you anything Sunny that you don't know already. Best, Hank