My pleasure, it's an honor to pray for you. Sometimes God says not yet, or no, I love you too much, and often He answers in part and we can miss it bc there are so many other things going on which which
Distract us and divert us from the realization that he has answered in part. You are a trooper for sure and I pray for Matt relief and Victory in your life and that you would be acutely aware of your innumerable blessings in the situation you are in which is no small thing (gross understatement!!!) Warmest wishes, Sunny flower