I am sorry you are suffering from all of those symptoms. I feel like a hypochondriac myself because none of my symptoms seemed to be able to be explained. The only thing I do know is that the loss of clumps of my hair, diarrhea and other symptoms are not in my head. They may not be able to explain them, but they are easily seen so I know they’re not in my head. I’m just getting no reason as to why the symptoms are there. It’s just funny they didn’t exist before Covid, however, I’m being told none of my symptoms are related. I have to ask then why was I a healthy individual without any of these symptoms until I had Covid? Anyway, you’re much worse off than I am. I only have about ten weird symptoms. I do hope you get an answer that helps you, suicide would be a really unfortunate outcome to say the least, but I get your frustration and wanting to give up. Just keep trying to be your own advocate!