@bustrbrwn22 I do not think you are whinning at all. There have been times I told myself I just can't take this pain anymore. Day, night, always. Make me THINK about what I can do. It wears on you and suicide becomes the thought that that is all there is. I thank God and my faith in God for getting me through the rough times. I understand though. Thankfully I have a pain management doctor that prescribes percocet. It helps alot. I pray FDA doesn't interfere.