@1prettymess I read all of your long post. I am crying. I thankyou for sharing such an honest, heartfelt post. I too, suffer with neuropathic pain. It is up and down, but is relentless. I cannot tell you how much your post touched my heart. I feel God awful for you. I do not know what pain patients do. I feel like there is really nothing very good. Some things, but not a lot. I just wanted to say thanks for sharing, and as one human to another, my heart goes out. Sometimes I wish my heart did not feel what it does. I can feel people suffering. Your post put me close to you. Thank you. Lori Renee