Oh my dear, @tissyfreeland23, you have been in world of hurt for so long. I’ve read through all of your replies a couple of times and marvel at your tenacity to endure all of the events and obstacles tossed in your path. We’re not talking pebbles…more like an avalanche of boulders. If I were sitting across from you right now, knee to knee, we’d be doing what my daughter always referred to as the head bump of compassion…noggins together with nothing but shared silence. It’s what we do when there are no words to convey the emotions felt.